Butterfly | Dreaming Chrysalis - 5
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〈Location: Nap Room〉
Tsukasa: So I’m not sure where Izumi-san draws the line between ‘friend’ and ‘stranger’.
Even though Izumi-san calls himself ‘onii-chan’, and for some reason treats me like his little brother,
I-it doesn’t seem like you consider Suou-kun part of the family…… He’s the ‘youngest child’- that’s what ‘Knights’ calls him, isn’t it?
In the same way, you’re supposed to be thinking of them like they’re your family, but you’re hard on Suou-kun and you spoil me. You’ve got it mixed up and I don’t get why. It makes me a little sad.
That’s why I say it’s unfair. On the surface you talk about how it seems like you’re all a family, but you’re not taking it to heart.
If it’s merely meant to be a joke, then you shouldn’t have called them your family in the first place.
F-family’s really important to Suou-kun, you know. He’s always abided by his family’s principles, because he’s proud of it, and he loves them.
So he thought that he should come to love ‘Knights’ in the same way…...
That’s what I believed, but seeing how you act towards me, it was like having cold water thrown on my reverie.
Izumi: ……….
Tsukasa: That’s why-? Umm, huh…...what was I saying?
Makoto: …...We each had our respective complaints like this, so I felt that by swapping bodies, we would be able to get rid of them.
If I took on the appearance of Yuuki-senpai, an unknowing Sena-senpai would treat me as if I was Yuuki-senpai.
Even though we’re not family, he would excessively spoil me as if I was, right?
He would tell me that I’m important, that he loves me to the point where it becomes irritating.
Tsukasa: Mm…… Then on the other hand, with me looking like Suou-kun, Izumi-san would treat me like how he treats Suou-kun.
He would act like a cool and reliable senior, without all the overprotectiveness and excessive meddling.
Makoto: Yes. That’s right, no….. that’s exactly right.
Yuuki-senpai can stand up and walk on his own, so you do not need to care for him any more than is necessary.
I believe he wants you to leave him alone to some extent. The ‘SS’ is coming up, so this is a very important period for him.
He wants you to watch over him without interfering.
Tsukasa: I get that you’re worried. After all, ‘Knights’ is on the rise, but you don’t know if you’ll have the carpet ripped out from under you, like that time during Halloween.
I want you to care less about others and look at your own group.
‘Knights’, who have nowhere to turn for comfort...... They need Izumi-san, their reliable senior.
And yet. Even though Izumi-san might actually value ‘Knights’, it sure doesn’t show through in his attitude.
Being abusive every time he opens his mouth, and always saying things like how it’s fine if the group quits, or ‘don’t bother me’~
Izumi: I-I haven’t been saying that sort of thing recently, though?
Tsukasa: But. It doesn’t matter how many times you’ve said it, it can’t be forgotten even if you’ve only said it once.
I wonder if you’ve still got the same attitude even now, since I do doubt you every now and then.
Makoto: Hm. Please clearly say what you want to say without getting emotional. We are trying to solve our problems seriously after all.
Don’t just reject it- we aren’t trying to hurt you.
It’s not as terrible of a thing as you’re worried about, so don’t brush it off. Please live honestly without being afraid.
…...well, we should have told you all this properly even if we had not swapped bodies.
However, we should probably end the conversation here, as it’s becoming rather convoluted.
Izumi: Mm…… Well, now that I understand both of your feelings, I’ll try to reflect on myself a little
Leaving that aside for now, we need to do something about this ‘body swap’, don’t we?
I get it. From now on, I’ll be careful to consider your feelings before I do something, so…...
Let’s get you back to normal if we can. You can’t stay like that forever, right?
Makoto: Yes. Even though we each had our grievances, we do not wish to abandon our own bodies.
We did not think that we would actually swap with each other― it was mostly meant to be a joke.
Tsukasa: Y-yeah. ‘Trickstar’s got the ‘SS’ from now on.
There’s no way I can perform in Suou-kun’s body…... It’d definitely be better if we swapped back.
(small voice) Um, Ritsu-senpai? What should we do? I can’t find the pillow?
(small voice) The plan was to get revenge on Izumi-senpai by getting him a little flustered, then we would show us sleeping on the pillow and returning to normal…...?
Ritsu: (small voice) Hm. Sorry, it seems we didn’t account for this happening.
Izumi: Hey, what are you guys whispering secretly about? I thought we were done with that, since you’ve said everything you wanted to say, right?
Then, to get you back to normal fast, you just need to switch again.
If we use this demon’s pillow and have Yuu-kun and Kasa-kun sleep together…….you’ll probably go back to normal, right?
Then that'll be problem solved. It’s easy, isn’t it? Hurry up. Making so much fuss about nothing. I want to wrap this stupid thing up quickly and get back to my training, you know?
You’re coming too, right Kasa-kun, since you’re never doing anything useful?
Makoto: Haah…… Be that as it may, it seems that we may have a problem.
The pillow, we can’t find it.
Today being cleaning day for the nap room…… and given that the pillow was in a state of disrepair due to old age, I would presume it was taken with the rubbish and thrown out?
Izumi: Eh? Then what should we do? Are you going to stay swapped forever?
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