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〈Location: ES Garden〉
Ritsu: ......
(The thing I was afraid of ended up coming true.)
(It’s my fault that ‘Knights’ ended up fighting again. Just how did it get so bad?)
(If only this cat hadn’t been there. No, I should have been calmer.)
(It would have been better if I had analysed the situation calmly like I usually do and brought it to a positive conclusion.)
(That’s how we’ve been overcoming all the crises we’ve had up until now.)
(But, as I thought, the number one reason is―)
(I still haven’t gotten over the newcomers getting dropped.)
Haah, d’Artagnyan’s still sleeping. Honestly, I’m jealous of how peaceful he looks.
Suou: Ritsu-senpai, you’re here, as I expected.
Ritsu: Hmm? Ah, Suu~chan.
I’m really sorry about earlier. But could you leave me alone?
I’m going to sit here and reflect on my actions until this stupid cat wakes up. If I ignore the cat in the studio and it gets restless, it’ll probably be even more troublesome.
Suou: Fufu. Despite what you’ve been doing, you’re actually really kind to animals, Ritsu-senpai.
Ritsu: Mmn, that’s not it...... Anyone would be annoyed if their midday nap was interrupted, right?
So I’m taking the opportunity to also serve out my self-reflection over all the fuss I kicked up earlier. If you’re taking a nap, then you won’t be able to cause any damage.....?
Suou: Let’s put that aside for the moment. I want to imitate Ritsu-senpai’s kindness.
Ritsu: You give me too much credit, Suu~chan.
Suou: Is that so? But I’m thinking that I do actually want to learn from Ritsu-senpai's attitude towards things.
Oops, I’ve gone off on a tangent. Is it alright if I borrow some space, unless Ritsu-senpai doesn’t want me to?
Since we’ve stopped the retrospective halfway, I was thinking of doing some 'things that I should be doing' in my spare time.
Ritsu: Uwah, what’s with that big pile of documents...... Is that work from New Dimension?
Even though it’s something you don’t have to do outside, you’re going to stick around here with me?
Suou: No. It’s work that I have to get Ritsu-senpai’s input on.
Ritsu-senpai. You wouldn’t mind if we started searching for foster parents for d’Artagnyan, right?
Ritsu: Search for foster parents......?
Suou: Yes. It hurts a little to do this with my seniors getting all attached to it, but.
So far it’s been causing problems for ‘Knights’ activities, and plus, Ritsu-senpai isn’t particularly fond of it either, right?
I’ve checked with the police and it doesn’t seem like anyone’s lost their pet cat.
These are documents from the not-for-profit organisation that searches for foster parents, as well as information on people who’ve expressed their wishes to be foster parents.
Ah, Arashi-senpai and Sena-senpai will be the mediators, so you don’t have to worry ♪
Ritsu: Why are you going so far for me......? I started the trouble after all.
There’s no need for Su~chan and Nacchan to go out of your way to help, you know?
Suou: No. I can’t just overlook this. I’ve noticed Ritsu-senpai’s distress after that dispute earlier.
Rather― I’m sorry that it took me so long to notice.
I was trying too hard to be an ‘Ousama’ that controlled the knights. As a result, a number of newcomers ended up being dropped.
At the very least I should have given them a proper explanation before they officially joined.
Ritsu: Mmn, no, I should be the one apologising.
Since I’m a senior, I should have been able to do more. Instead, I just went with what the new ‘Ousama’ said, I was being too passive.
If that was the case, then I should have been more outspoken.
On top of that, I didn’t tell anyone about my dissatisfaction and then just blew up at everyone― I’m really sorry.
......honestly. Su~chan’s grown. Good boy~ good boy~ ♪
Suou: Owah? Patting my head is not enjoyable Ritsu-senpai!
We’re not children anymore, just what are you implying, doing something like this……
Ritsu: I don’t mean anything...... just expressing my gratitude physically.
I’m just happy that as the new ‘Ousama’, Su~chan’s being so considerate.
Suou: ? If you're not, then as a leader, wouldn’t that just be incompetence?
Ritsu: Doing all the things that are normally taken for granted, it’s one of Su~chan’s virtues. Of course, I’ll thank Nacchan as well.
To be honest, I was at my worst today― I’ll tell you the truth, I had a dream about ‘Knights’ newcomers dropping out.
I’m scared of how we’ve been doing things- hurting other people while we move forward.
I had a nightmare and then saw the black cat as some sort of messenger of misfortune and I lost it― really, how immature of me.
Suou: Being afraid and being doubtful, these sorts of things happen to everyone.
In fact, isn’t ‘Knights’ a unit that has gone through their fair share of complications?
Especially if it’s the Ritsu-senpai who knew the ‘Knights’ from before I joined- there were far more troubles then, wasn’t there?
History likes to repeat itself, so it is difficult to move on without getting hurt―
But, humans are constantly learning. So this time, we’ll just have to try our best to make sure we don’t stain our hands with blood, isn’t that right?.
Ritsu: Ahaha...... I’m glad you're trying, but you’re comforting me with impossible ideals. That sort of thing, that’s rather mean of you, Su~chan ♪
Hey Su~chan. Let me help with searching for d’Artagnyan’s foster parents.
Suou: ...... is that alright?
Ritsu: Yeah. It doesn’t seem right if my kouhais are doing all the work and I’m not doing anything. If you like, I can look after it until you find a foster parent.
But this isn’t meant to be atonement. It just doesn’t feel right leaving it alone― a new knight with no-one to depend on, I want to find it a place to belong.
Suou: Thank you for your cooperation, Ritsu-senpai.
Oya. It seems d’Artagnyan’s woken up. Fufu. It’s shaking its tail happily ♪
Ritsu: Oh. I guess I misjudged you, d’Artagnyan. You’re surprisingly cute when you shut up......?
Suou: Fufu. If it’s this cute, then we’ll be able to find foster parents for it pretty quickly. Let’s go find a home for it.
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